Does She Know...

Half the ish I do is without thinking?
I cherish every moment talking to her - Good // Bad?
The sound of her voice makes me weak...hmm?
I love her more than I love myself?
Everytime we argue, it's always me?
Also, everytime we argue I cry lol .. soooo sensative.
My heart will fail to cont. to be beat w/o her?
I want to be with her forever, and ever?
I'm at the point that, no other girl matters?
She jus has some kind of toll over me, that I couldn't get rid of if I tried?
I would kill a nigga for her? - I'm crazy!
I regret everything I've done to hurt her in the past?
She don't have to be with me..but I am happy she is still here?
From day one, I knew she would make my life worth living?
I think about her all the time?
She is like my backbone..ain really capable of doin' much without her here?
The thought of her being with someone else, is a constant reminder of how lucky I am?
I want a family with her..in the future if she still is around?
I can picture us getting old and grumpy and having no teeth TOGETHER? haha :)

finally does she know that ... she is my 1st true love? no one is capable of taking her place no matter what happens...
I know that she is my love, and she makes me complete.

Gospel Hour..

My Papi's Favorite - Let It Rain By Bishop Paul Morton

PSA!

AYE my fellow bloggers & followers! Chris Brown NEW video, "I can transform ya!" will debut tomorrow on MTV Jamz / MTV Hitz/ MTV.com --> @ 6:00 am!! I am excited! :)

I Wonder..

I was watching True Life. It was about couples fighting to keep their relationship together, they would argue over the lil things and had trust issues because of that. But this one couple in particular, really had my attention..it was a black couple and they had more downs then ups throughout the whole show then at the end they got together and started to work things out, like moving in together and everything; at the end of the show they had a lil update on em, and I only saw the girlfriend, at this point I thought they broke up..but then she stated that her boyfriend had died suddenly.
What is my purpose in telling you all of this, it's crazy how we can argue over the lil things or something stupid and don't think twice about, one another not being here tomorrow. That couple like really brought tears to my eyes, and it makes me think twice about making my other half mad, or jus starting shit without thinking. It's kinda ironic that I sat there and watch it, and I, myself is in the same position that they were in...now I think that arguing over stupid stuff is very DUMB. I don't know what I would do if my other half all of a sudden passed, because she is what I live for even though most of the time I don't show it, she is my main purpose to this thing called life. Now I will try my hardest not to argue with (her) as much...scratch that AT ALL.

My say on -- Jealousy.

Okay, so it's been awhile since I have blogged, but my mind has been blank. Recently someone said that I should do a blog on jealousy. At first I was like "ehh" but here I am doing this blog lol. Jealousy in the dictionary means, Fearful or wary of being supplanted; apprehensive of losing affection or position. Now in a relationship couples have their share of jealousy. When it comes down to it, who gets jealous the most? Now before I say my opinion on this, I don't want ya'll beating me down for it lol, it's MY opinion okay? Well, honestly I think that it weighs out to be a even call. Why? First off, I'ma guy lol, and I have played the role of me being a jealous boyfriend..I'm the type who doesn't really seem to show it, because me being the "man" of the relationship, got to hold my ground. Some guys may not get jealous at all and that cleary proves his cockiness & Gurrrrrrl, let me tell you..you don't need a cocky nigga as your boyfriend lol. As for the females, well..let's just say if you see a chick putting game on your man, you wil the fuck out! lol, but that shows you care bout your man..and ain nothing wrong with that.
In conclusion..there is jealousy everywhere in the world, not only in relationships neither. Niggas jus need to be happy with what they got and call it a night!
Okay? Thanks. Bye Bye Now :)

A Song That Eases The Pain.

An '08 banga but it still calms me down when I am angry at the world..

Wrong Place ... Wrong Time.

This picture tells it all right now.

Smokin On That Fire...

Yeaah, now this is my shit. No I don't smoke but this song makes you wanna roll up one good time and get blown or some shit lol. Hot Shit Foreal.

My say on -- "I just do really fresh shit."

The whole meaning of me saying "I just do really fresh shit.", is jus exactly what it says, lol what more can a dude say? If you say this and actually don't live up for it, you are a complete wad! Example; if a dude wears a dusty as V-neck some man khaki man capris and some run down supras...they DO NOT do really fresh shit! Tru story, I seen that shit today! Here is another example..Check it out..
SMH! NO this is not someone doing really fresh shit! This was seen on a best buy parking lot, picture was taken by me...Clearly he wasn't thinking about what he was wearing lol, ahh man. Only a selected few people can do REALLY FRESH SHIT!
Okay. Thanks. BYE!

I can transform ya! -Chris Brown is back!

Okay so, Chris Brown streamed his joint, "Transform Ya", feat. Weezy and Swizz Beatz, and now I am a bigger Chris Brown fanatic than before, (no homo) Mann, Check this shit out!

(This is what he streamed yesterday, 09/29/09 . Poor Quality.


(The whole song!) - Dope Shit..Believe Me

A Morning With Betty.

First off, to prevent any confusion "Betty", is my car lol, yes that is what I named her, and she means alot to me. I was driving around 6:00 in the A.M. Why? Alot on my brain, so I figure I drive it off. As I was driving I looked out my window and witness the most prettiest thing ever & that was the sunrise. As I was driving I had to capture this experience, it was beautiful, and sorta romantic, but no one there to share it with but Betty haha. So I think on the weekends I am going to head out in the early morn, just to see this, it's worth it..Maybe next time it will be, Me, Betty & Her..

My Fall List.

Guarantee I will have all of these by November. Okay Thanks BYE!

Real MotherFUCKING! Quotes.

"I mess up flows like like waves & pot holes;
West Coast I fuck hoes & eat Roscoes."
-Wiz Khalifa

They say you don't know what you got til it's gone..

Damn...well where to start..this guy was like a effing brother to me. I basically grew up with this dude, known him since the 2nd grade & he has played a MAJOR part in my life..he was there for me when I needed him the most, and now that he is gone, it's like a wake up call. We recently got over our lil so called 'beef' we had, figured life was too short for it, well this is proof..I loved this dude still do. I remember when we used to always geek together, our dreams of being rappers and shit, mann those where the days..."Dope Onez/Boyz" our a lil crew we had for a lil minute, we had a bond so tight son. I often wonder why God works the way he do, like he was a young soul, trying to make a way for himself & family..and now all that is gone..maybe it was his time. I am still shock & hurt that he is no longer with us, like this was a REAL wake up call, I wanna live my life to the fulliest, not worrying about what tomorrow brings either more life or death..I will be prepared for it..GOD..I wish I could fix things how they used to be before He took him, the tears still roll down from my eyes....
R.I.P Tay...we all know you watching over us son.
I Love You Dude.

Fall '09

THE HUNDREDS











OBEY










Prepare for a FRESH Fall start, I Know I am :]

She Don't Wanna Man?

-Diggy killed this; Point Blank Period.

Say What's Real...

People say if you ain pleasing your girl, someone else will right?

What's my say on it?

Personally, I think that the whole "if you ain doing it, someone else will", is really not true..but on some parts can be..let me explain myself.

If you & ya girl is going thru rough times, & you ain there for her like she wants you to be..yes, it is possible that she will find comfort in someone else who will make time for her; but on the other hand if you & girl are way too deep in the relationship then yeah she will feel alone but as far as finding someone else to comfort her isn't on her mind, she wouldn't want any comfort from just any guy, she wants it from you & you only..so in saying that that whole statement is can be true to some & false to others..it really depends on the person.

A lil break..

Alright I haven't blogged since freak sunday! Wow, I am slipping but this school week has been hella busy, no worries..I will definately post more stuff but for now it's a lil break time for me :) peace & blessings.


-more post coming SOON!!!

NOOOO!!!

NEWFLASH!!! - Snoop has been brainwashed!!! He said he was "brainwashed not to know" that Souljah Boy is Hip-Hop ... WTF?! He also said he made hip hop for today's hip-hop & back in the day he did the same. NO Snoop! Hip-Hop today isn't the same hip-hop when Snoop had 1st came out, that was back when shit was REAL this shit now is PHONY..wow...like Jeezy said,.."IN THIS CRAZY WORLD!!!"

All The If's In The World..

It's early in the AM on a nice sunday morning..woke up thinking about alot of ish, so I figured I blog it.
I think that I need to start smoking weed haha, like seriously..real niggas smoke weed. "Weed is not a drug." The man Bob Marley said that himself..I agree..it really isn't just that people take it overboard. IF I smoked weed, I would change the world.
I think that I should also be a rapper naw scratch that a LYRICST. Why? I have alot to say..so why not tell the world about it, I mean c'mon, let yourself be known. But I want to be a rappper without the bling, hoes, cars, & fancy ish..don't even need a record label, just a mic. IF I was a rapper, Nas & Jay-z would look UP to me, real talk boyy!
I think that lust over love isn't the best choice. Lust is the type of ish most if not ALL dudes get caught up in..it's like a spider-web..you know how you are walking outside somewhere & randomly you walk into a spider-web..well that's lust folks..I mean after you walk into it , you can easily wipe it off your face, but it is also easy to get caught up in another one sooner or later..you can't RUN from lust! IF I had to chose Lust over Love...Love is my #1 choice..you can't run from love neither but who would wannna run from that?


Another random blog..ahh rock with me.

Well, Okaaaayyy!

Love This Joint. - Wiz Khalifa is the REALness.

I'm on it.

If ya'll havent got up on that J. Cole mixtape..MAN! ya'll missing out homies!
I love this guy flow, he like a street Drake, in my opinion he a lil better.
He is a REAL rapper, as said in my previous blog ain much of em.
He's The Truth.

Think About It..

Okay, so I was thinking about music not too long ago & how the whole hip-hop games has like REALLY changed..since when is Souljah Boy is actually considered a rapper?Smh, but aye, I can't really hate on dude BUT! he isn't hip-hop at all in my eyes. But that isn't really what my blog is about, I mean it has to do with the whole hip-hop game.

So tell me something, why is that niggas is just now on Gucci's dick?
-I can't understand that at all, when the song "So Icy" came out niggas was putting him down for making a song sooo WACK, but now ever since he got out of jail, niggas straight nut hopp REAL quick. Don't get me wrong I like a lil Gucci in my ears sometimes, but it's crazy how WE consider that hip-hop.

What ever happened to hip-hop groups?
-Hm, hasn't been a hit hip-hop group to me. I grew up to; A Tribe Called Quest, Outkast, UGK, Wu-Tang, Onyx, Goodie Mob, Bone Thugz..& so forth. Why can't dudes just get their ish together & bring the whole hip-hop group thing back. Recently, they have came back though, with the rap group Slaughter House, & yes I am a big fan of em, we need more rap groups like that.


It's crazy now-a-days, what some consider hip-hop.
To me there is very few, real hip-hop listeners.
All the rest are wanna B's..smh..in this crazy world!

Successful.

here is the official Successful Vid; I think it has a clean look to it, I like it, pretty original. Check It.

Love -101.

This one is a deep post I am about to write.
I was dead to the world, till my roomate came in making alot of noise then I asked him if he was okay then he asked me, "how do you know when you are truly falling in love with someone?" Wow, I looked at my clock & it was 5 something in the morning, but hey, I am willing to give my 5 cents to someone in need of it.
So I sat down & like basically, spilled my guts out to him of how I feel in love with my girlfriend. Basically he took in what I said & hopefully he will let it sink & in before he makes the if not the biggest decision one close to it.
I really think that this thing called love is nothing to be toyed with, it's involves people's feelings & emotions. In this day & age love is like the new thing to be in, people say they love each other & don't know half of what it takes to be in love with someone...you can feel love at any age in my eyes, but just don't say you are in love with someone just because.

To me I knew when I was falling in love because of these 3 things:

1. She was constantly on my mind.

2. I always wanted to talk to her, ALWAYS.

3. Just thinking about her made my heart like melt.

It was a weird feeling at first but then I had to share it with her.

The Do's & Don't (s) in the love game:

-DON'T tell a girl/guy you love her/him & don't know if it is really real or not.
*take time, don't rush it, if you do the so called "love" will not last.

-DO, let her/him know ya true feelings for her/him.
*yeah, guys can be emotional to & break down to a girl & tell them how you really feel about them, it's a easy thing to do.
*gals, same thing guys can be insecure at times & think you ain feeling the same as he..tell him.

-DON'T tell the girl/guy you are in love with her/him & not stay committed to that.
*okay guys, so you can't love someone & still do the things you do, as in cheat, lie, etc..believe me I know this by experience, sooner or later she will lose all trust in you & then that alone will be hard to gain back..if you love her so much the prove that to her; let her know you will work for that trust again.
*gals, you can't put a dude down constantly for trying to gain that trust back if he did something wrong..punish him, put him thru hell if you want too, but don't constanly bring it up after he tried so hard to gain it back..the past will be the past..let's focus on today.

-DO, tell her/him that they the only one for you once in awhile.
*guys, there may be a time when deep in the relationship, she may question if the feelings you had for her back in the day is the same as today..let her know she is the only gal you need in your life, don't hide that & try to act "hard", it's a-okay to be a soft dude.
*gals, now it is easier for ya'll to be soft & all but assure ya man that he is the main focus in you life, that NO other guy can knock that, Let me tell you it will make them feel great.

This post is a deep one in my eyes, LOVE is serious topic that most people are either scared to touch or just don't believe in it..love is a good thing but can be hurtful at times, but at the end run you gotta think to yourself..was it really worth it?

Take your time with LOVE it will always be here.

Sounds Of Love Making.

So, I was sitting in my dorm room after a GREAT night with the fellas, & suddenly a iHOP commercial came on & automatically I wanted some iHOP..call me greedy if you want..but I quickly grabbed my keys, gathered the fellas & headed out to the nearest iHOP got there ordered and my roomate took a picture of what my plate looked liked & then had the nerve to call me fat! smh.. lol..but here is the infamous taste of Darren Jizzy...
Yeah, I asked them not to melt my cheese on my eggs but somehow it still melted haha && YES that's my plate at the top too :) but in conclusion if you ain't ending the night with some love making, go to iHOP and let your taste buds make love. :D

Another Random Blog.

Here it is 12:11 am..dudes are bored lol, like I am up & hype a lil & no one seems to be entertaining me right about now..so I decieded to do a random A** blog bout some stuff on my mind.

Uno - I really can't wait to be back on campus later today..like my roomate is mad cool & chill like myself..he drinks beer like me too, so we going to have one chill, cool, beer drinking semster haha ahh that's dope.

Dos- Hype as hell that I have a car right about now, like it's been awhile. I have gone the WHOLE summer w/o a car..smh..depressing.

Tres- In need of a major haircut! It's outta control, been that way but I really don't want to get it cutt, but ready for a fresh look.

Cuatro- boom boom! I don't know why females don't take "NO!" as a answer..smh, when you say no to a girl, it's like you speaking another language or something.


Cinco- This Bow Wow mixtape, is like my most played album in the itunes.. never thought the day would come when Bow Wow is the most played..sickening a lil bitt.

Seis- Thinking bout getting a tattoo soon; Like up my side this time; The type of ish you got to keep going back to add more ish too it, Also wanna get the map of Puerto Rico on my back - but I am too much of a b*tch.


Siete- I currently have a gummy worm stuck in my braces haha, it's pretty gross.


Ocho- This week has been VERY interesting, glad it is basically over.


Nueve- I hate looking at my phone when it doesn't have notifications..makes me feel unloved or something.


Diez- I love hoes, hoes love me, I smoke weed & spend the green, Block dudes wanna get on my level, cause I make it hot as a tea kettle, I floss I bling even though I barely show it.. Oh wait..I ain a rapper, just had another moment =/


Adios Amigos :]

Chris Brown - Hallow.

As you can see I am going youtube crazy today with the songs & ish.
This song caught my attention..like Changed Man was good, so is this song too, is it to Rhianna? Maybe...I'm sure any song that is apologizing is directed to her, so the public eye thinks. My say on Chris is give him a break, what he did was indeed wrong but he apologized more than once, but some people think an apology isn't enough & sometimes it isn't but in this situation it has to be enough, what else can he do?
Let him do his thang, he is very talented, and he can't just let this situation let it go to waste, so props to Chris Brown & much respect.

Forever by Drake x Kanye West x Eminem x Lil Wayne.

So this is definately HOTT* like wow, left me spechless foreal.
Jus Lissen.

Throwback Thursday.

Why I picked this song? Well this was once the story of my life haha, well really not really,..at the time my girl was cheating on me as in had sex with some guy & I knew bout it but she never told me so I had find out from my homeboy or whatever, then this girl talking bout "It's payback." Wow, it hurt but I was wrong for cheating on her in the 1st place but I ain have sex with the girl, she was foul for doing the whole payback ish or whatever... you don't get a nigga back like that!
The aftermath is she ended up calling me tryna get me back..nah homie.
Lol, -Tru Story ;)

Kick Game.

Today was a GREAT day so far, got a new car, so I am sitting clean, Then went to lunch with my Ol' man haha, & I was thinking as he was talking my ear off...I said I was over dunks right? But now I think I am attracted to them once again, actually I never stopped liking them, I think I was going thru a phase or something. Soo I am back on my dunk game but only with the xclusive ish :]

Are U Serious?

What was Arab thinking? I mean really? smh..wow.
I mean listen to how STUPID this nigga sounds!
Sorry shit like this really irritates the HELL out of me.

New Crush :]

Odette Yustman :] - Mannnnnnnnn!!!! She makes me owwwwww!!
Man, Lauren Conrad has competition on this girl; she may be my main crush now haha.

Bow Wow Re'n Up..

Haven't blogged since freaking Friday! It's cool though been busy & school is starting soon so yeah, but I have managed to re-up on some ish.

Bow Wow has a mixtape coming out..actually it is out, & you can download it but as I was listening to some of it I realized Bow Wow stepped his game a quite bit, & I ain mad at him. He is using his talent like he is suppose to..props to Bow.

Check these song out;

This Is My House



Love My Cash Money



Regret



Love Struck


Out of these Love Struck is my Fav..side note haha :]

DOWNLOAD THE MIXTAPE - GREENLIGHT MIXTAPE - IT'S HOTT.

signing out - Jizzy!

A Love Story (The realest ish I ever wrote)

So I told her I would make her a blog one day this is the day:]
The girl you see above is my wife, my all, my baby, my mother-effin world.
This whole thing we got going on is something I never thought would be, let me explain to ya'll when I first had met this girl I hated her, well didn't hate her just disliked her alot :] but as time progressed all that dislike turned into like then we became bestfriends, and then soon, I started to actually find her attractive lol, then ya know with my good looks and smooooove operation haha, I got her too. I think that all of these things happened for a reason. I never thought I would be with her, but now that I am, I never want to leave her. There isn't a girl in the world that can take her spot, NO ONE even comes close to it. I have been blessed, I am convinced she is heaven sent, no B.S. Just look at her..what guy wouldn't want her? But too bad for em, cause I have her now & don't plan on letting her go anytime soon; It's going on two long years for us, & I wouldn't trade it for nothing! Sorry Ladies she has me wrapped up for the time being & for a long time :] & if you don't belive that there is such thing as real love, trust me she is my 1st REAL love, so there is real love out there, whether you look for it or not, it's there. [121507.]

Jay-z Blueprint 3

1. What We Talkin' About - Jay-Z & Luke Steele (Of Empire Of The Sun)
2. Thank You
3. D.O.A. (Death Of Auto-Tune)
4. Run This Town - Jay-Z & Rihanna & Kanye West
5. Empire State Of Mind - Jay-Z & Alicia Keys
6. Real As It Gets - Jay-Z & Young Jeezy
7. On To The Next One - Jay-Z & Swizz Beats
8. Off That - Jay-Z & Drake
9. A Star Is Born - Jay-Z & J. Cole
10. Venus VS. Mars
11. Already Home - Jay-Z & Kid Cudi
12. Hate - Jay-Z & Kanye West
13. Reminder
14. So Ambitious - Jay-Z & Pharrell
15. Young Forever - Jay-Z & Mr Hudson

- Looking Forward to it.

HA! Down Memory Lane..

So I was looking at my old photobucket pictures or whatever & I saw this pic I took a long A$$ time ago lol, remember when dudes use to take pictures of their kicks & like show em off on myspace or whatever...well this was my collection..



Yup, these are allll my shoes, or used to be. I gave up on rocking dunks but still have a few left over, but this made me remember how much my friend envy'd me for having this many shoes haha :D

Obession...

So I am on Complex re'n up on some stuff, then reality struck! I have an obession with 3 new girls...


Keri Hilson


Amber Rose


Katy Perry


Yup, I have 3 new celeb. crushes...do I not have taste? :]

Thought Of The Morning.

Wadddup my faithful blog readers :) allll 14 of you, (ay I am getting there):]
So this is my thought of the morning, I woke up to the smell of bacon & eggs so I followed my nose, & I see my Mom's cooking & this is who;w convo & I quote.

Mom: "Good Morning Baby."

Me: "Ay, what you fixing ma?"

Mom: "Bacon & Egggsss chillllddddd!"

Me: "Fixing some for me too?"

((this is when I got extra excited))

Mom: "Boy no, this is for me & ONLY me."

Me: "That ain right ma."

((here's the quote ya'll probally heard before from parents))

Mom: "You got two working arms and hands, cook your own breakfast."


see how Mom's be like, haha. I love her to death but damnnn. But aye, I got her to fix me some anyways :] haha.


-random blog; from a random guy -- Peace & Blessings :]

Where Were You Wednesday.

Another new addition to my blog :] but where were you when this joint was out?


I remember when I first heard this joint I was at home, chilling & saw this video and thought to myself "I wanna be a rapper like Lil Bow Wow." Yeah I pretty much FAILED smh. But this was a good song.

Weezy & Lauren London.

Rumor is that Lauren London is having Weezy's effin baby!
How do I feel bout it? - Rather disappointed, Lauren London is the prettiest actress in the game, & she sleep with Weezy smh..shoot, BUT it gives me some kinda closure , if she had sex with Weezy I may have a chance with Lauren Conrad or Meagan Fox, if I get a few bucks and tattoos haha, psht yeah right.

But congrats to Weezy & Lauren..good look ina weird way.

Thought Of The Afternoon.

Yeah I'ma start doing these thoughts of the different times of the day. They're pretty cool haha, plus I am bored so there will be more of these :]
On to my thought, I just took a good nap, like soo good my body did not allow to me get up but I got up anyways & felt rather weak; But anywho, I've notice that I am officially addicted to Twitter, like at one point & time I was one of em' people that thought Twitter was a waste of my life, but once I got one & started doing different types of shit too it, I liked it :] so ya'll should def. follow me on the Twitter game .. twitter.com/djizzy101 :] pow!
But that isn't my only thought of the afternoon lol, another thought is what ever happened to the original Mighty Morphan Power Rangers?! That show was the stuff maynee, Saturday morning good. They even had us thinking we could fight like them haha, Remember the underwear?! Yeah the commercial showed if you wore em you would feel like one of them, I wore them DAILY when I was younger. But yeah that was my thought check out the commercial..."Mighty Morphan UnderWear!" :D

Thought Of The Morning.

I didn't realize that the Michael Jackson "Bad" video was 17:00 mins long! haha, like my nephew is like a Michael Jackson fanatic, fyi; my nephew is only 6! but he knows EVERY MJ song ever made, it's pretty scary..but back to the story he was watching when I woke up, at first I was like wow MJ made a movie but then as I sat there & watched it I realize it was the WHOLE "Bad" video. But aye, only MJ could do something like that, guarentee if these wanna be MJ's did one of em today my face would be like...



lol, real talk..but yeah random blog from a randon guy :]Peace & Blessings.

30 things about a playa...

1. I watch spongebob faithfully.

2. I have braces, only on my bottom row though :/ yeah, pretty depressing.

3. My lil sister, calls me "Brother" haha, I don't think she knows my name.

4. I keep my i-pod on shuffle & repeat, at the same fricken time! :]

5. I really hate the kiddie shows they have out now-a-days..what happened to gulla gulla island?!

6. I am in college, my JR. year to be exact; Ayee BSU! :)

7. I blog almost daily, & I hope people really read this DAILY!

8. I've been ina relationship with the love of my life for a year and 8 months now; I wouldn't mind wife'n her up one day, if the oppurtunity is given.

9. I drink BEER, not hard liquor, 5 beers will get me wasted.

10. I listen to people like Gucci Mane & Yo Gotti to get me amp'd up haha.

11. I admire people like Justin Bobby, Diggy Simmons, Kanye West, & Wale.

12. I attended Penn State for a semester, hated it.

13. Loud & Ghetto girls, gets NO & I mean NO respect from me.

14. I don't smoke but have, & proablly will in the near future out of stress.

15. I LOVE basketball, playing it as well as watching it. PSA - To all my online ps3 gamers! - online on that 2k -- get @ me.

16. Well-groomed, I like to keep myself looking right, smelling good, & etc.

17. Skinny jeans, yeah I wear em, & to the niggas saying it is a homo thing to do, can suck my *bleeep* aha no homo lol.

18. I have only two tatts, hate needles, but I want at least 4 or 5 more, then I am done.

19. I have faced death twice; got stabbed & motorcylce accident..it's crazy but I am still here.

20. Momma's boy for life, & Pop's knucklehead til death lol.

21. When I was younger all I wanted to be was a superhero.

22. I am rican & blk dude with chinky eyes, so people think I am asian smh.

23. Gosh, when meeting new people I have never seen in my life, I am quiet & shy for the first 20 mins or so.

24. I am lucky lefty.

25. I hate phone convo's unless it is with my girl haha all you other people get that "LOL smiley face :-)".

26. I love to act smart & educated, & I am damn good at it.

27. God is the only higher power to me.

28. I love oodles & noodles :]

29. I wanna be famous but hate attention.

30. I daydream 24/7, I can sit in a room and make a movie in my mind.


:]

My Future? :]

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Meagan Foxx :]



Heaven Only Knows....

Wow.

my homeboy recently was like "Ayoo, I know you don't like Soulja Boy but this freestyle is sick!" so I considered it and looked it up on youtube, & suprisingly.. I can respect Soulja Boy for this freestyle, this is decent. Check it out.

Pretty Dope Toys..Agreed?

Bow Wow & Omarion on Young Money?

Yup the rumors are true Bow Wow & O is on young money, this may be a boost on their careers don't you think? I am actaully ready to see what will happen & how their music will sound with a lil pinch of today's hip-hop & r n b.

What A Night...

So yeah I said I was on a break but you know I can't stay away from blogging & ish; there's is sooo much going on in my life, smh..so I can not blog about it right?


-So there has been conflict with myself & others around me. Besides me being in freaking isolation from the world, & my bestman blowing me off, & my girl being pissed at me, life couldn't be better =/ (sarcasim)

-I realized that I can't be superman & save the day..I try to pleae everyone in my life but it turns out that I can't freaking do it.


-God knows how much [she] means to me, but have a falied her as a boyfriend?


-I want to be made over, like to a new me, & I am slowly changing, so they tell me.

-Life is but a dream? smh, don't think so life is also a freaking nightmare! but you can't wake up and try to forget about it, cause you are living it.

-I discovered the whole "Live you life to the fulliest." is really not for everyone, psht, I tried it over & over, it doesn't work for me anymore..maybe as time progresses it will adapt to me..

-"Girls are like buses miss one next 15 one coming"..words of a rapper, not a real life dude with struggles.



Random Thoughts again..ugh just bare with me...

PEACE && BLESSINGS!

PSA;

Sorry, I have been lazy with my blog and not posting as much, but don't worry I have alot in mind to post but just trying to get it together. So for now I am taking a lil break, like for a week & I will return with some info on music etc.

Peace && Blessings World :)

The money, the cars, the clothes,..the hoes I suppose - Successful

Buzz on the net, that Drake next video is "Successful" featuring Trey Songz, & Weezy; here is a behind the scence video for it..check it;

5 Star Chicks, This Yah Sonnng!

Yo Gotti - 5 star b*tch.

I'm Good!

Love this song, glad Clipse finally back at it. This song is like beyond dope.

Healthy Much?

So this is Sunday dinner for me, Wendy's Baconator :] ...Truth is....it actually sucked.

-Why?

number one: the fries was cold.

number two: the bacon was burnt!

number three: the bread was like extra hard.

--So now I hate Wendy's cause they fucked up my dinner!

B-More Stand Up.

Im The Ish - Dj Class..Club Heads Track of the Summer!

Full Blooded Goon!.... Is Definately NOT Me..

So today I went to Hershey Park with my church familia, ya know good vibes in the air all that.

Welp, that feeling was a feeling that would not last long. Hopped in the line for the "GREAT BEAR", Ya know pretty deep crowd there, this chick happens to look my way, so I looked back cause I had that feeling that someone was staring dead at me, btw-always follow your gut. So, apparently, shorty has a man that is I guess living the "Thug Life" like a wanna be Pac. Dude got offended cause HIS girl was looking my way! Homie started saying ish that was directed to me, and his homeboys was co-signing.


Me? I was cooling it, wasn't trying to spark nothing that I can't handle, dude had to be 6'7 & was also swole as hell; now remember I am a 6'2 skinny dude, David and Goliath much? No slingshot here buddy, plus my crew wasn't all but 3 deep; What did I do?

I did what any other smart guy would do...Left the line!

Now call me a punk or whatever you want, but I wasn't tryna get my ass whupped at Hershey Park homie..plus I am a lover not a fighter. If your girl admires me then she must have taste...Yeah I had a cocky moment...we all have one of those.

To all the guy who get offended or upset that another guy is looking at your girl, check her first, she may be the one putting in the work!


This is just a lil story of my day haha more music blogs coming soon :]

Check It;

Maxwell's New Video "Bad Habits", Off his Black Summer's Night CD. Which is a VERY good Cd if you wanted my two cents ;] ... worth buying, trust me.

Awaiting A Flight With A Mac-Book...

Sooo...right now as I am writing this I am cooped up in a airport waiting for my 10:15 flight to come on..I am tired as hell right now, but felt like putting some random ish on my blog.

I wanna re-do the whole color scheme of my blog, black & red isn't phasing me anymore ya know?

All I see here in Flordia is skinny guys like myself rocking a gizillion tatts, am I not cool?

I think I have pretty nice feet, when I look down at em I am not disappointed at ALL.

Talking to her last night till 3 am or a lil later was GREAT, if she isn't the best I ever had then, what is the best?

I could sleep in airport and actually sleep good, there is something about the chairs, but the floor to me is way better.

I need to step up my sneaker game homie! I mean I wanna advertise the official SH*T!

As I look to me left I see my brother, looking like a crack feen on park height ave, better yet, downtown Baltimore on Gay Street & Calvert.

I love my i-pod!

Ugh to Flordia girls who walks around with their head clearly up their ass! Had to be blunt for this one.

I hate it when people stare you straight in your face, like a piece of art...strange art at that.

Fitteds no longer are apart of my everday wadrobe..I am liking Bucket Hats now. hmm?

Flip Flops aren't homo-ish, I rock Hollister flip flops faithfully.

Didn't know du-rags was still a fashion statement..ha.

You know you wrong when you wear thong type flip flops with socks... >.<

Blueberry Muffins in the morning washed down with a sunny D is like heaven to my taste buds.

Can't wait to play basketball...I am in NEED for a good game of 50 & 21.

I wanna mo-hawk but don't like applying all that gel stuff..it makes my hair flakey.


------Okay, these are just random thoughts of mind while waiting for my plane, pointless blog? maybe but it was actually fun...Ima random person, get used to these type of blogs :)

My Ear Candy Playlist.

So on my I-pod touch I have a playlist I constantly listen too, I call it "Ear Candy".

Here is the list, feel free to copy, :)


o1. Pretty Wings - Maxwell

o2. Fistful of Tears - Maxwell

o3. Does she know -Trey Songz

o4. Infidelity - Trey Songz

o5. Lol :-) - Trey Songz

o6. Call your name - Daughtry

o7. Halo - Beyonce

o8. Ego Remix - Beyonce ft. Kanye West

o9. Paranoid - Kanye West

1o. Beautiful Lie - 30 seconds to mars

11. Welcome Home - Coheed & Cambria

12. Make you sweat - T.I.

13. Break Up - Mario

14. She is love - Parachute

15. Best I eva had - Drake

16. Say what's real -Drake

17. Successful - " "

18. Break me off - Bossman

19. Is this the way- Jill Scott

2o. It's love - Jill Scott

21. Ex-factor- Lauryn Hill

22. Nothing even matters - Lauryn Hill

23. Show me John Legend

24. Every girl - Young Money

25. Chillin - Wale

26. Name on a cloud- Wiz Khalifa

27. 36 O's- Yung LA

3o. Dirty Diana- Micheal Jackson

31. Rock with you -Micheal Jackson

32. Man in the mirror - Micheal Jackson

33. Human Nature- Micheal Jackson

34. Lark on my go-cart -Asher Roth

35. La Di Da - Asher Roth

36. Emergency -Paramore

okay so there is some favorite songs of mines that I bump on the daily..of course it's on shuffle haha, but I will post more of my playlist to update ya'll ears on.

Momma's boy.

So this whole vacation has been a good breath of fresh air, this is the last night in this paradise, I call home..it kinda makes me sad/upset. I love everyone here and the places. From the beaches to the mini marts and so forth, I took TONS of pictures that I will post up on here when I get back to Maryland. But this blog is about a special lady in my life, the one who made it possible for me, the one who brought me into this planet...my mommy :D she's my everything, like we took a long walk on the beach not too long ago and the convo we had was like no other. I feel so comfortable to talk to her about certain issues in my life and people also, even though at times here advice maybe a lil harsh to carry, I won't ever put it to the side. She's my #1 lady, & she knows it..I can't ask for a better mom.

So clearly in this blog I got hella mushy and sensative but aye who doesn't when they are talking about someone special? Well, I'ma call it a night, Tomorrow we have alot of traveling to do, til then Adios. :)

Twitter Anyone?

Hey! Follow me on Twitter - twitter.com/djizzy101

Thanks!

Movies that I am hyped about;

There is alot that is going on in the year 2010, like the new movies that is making me look foward to the year of 2010 here is some:

Resident Evil : Afterlife - all you resident evil fans, should have an erection over this one lol, cause I know I am xD

Saw VI - Now you know how Saw is like an everlasting game of death! but yet we still want more of it..well, sure enough there is another coming out pretty soon, I am talking '09 so look out for it!

Avatar - Now, me I am not a reall big Avatar fan but seeing it form into a real life movie is something to look for.

Shrek Forver After - Yes, all you Shrek fans they are coming out with yet another one haha, my nephew is pretty excited over this..on the low I am too =D

Green Lantern- NOW this is my type of movie! For those who love spider-man and all the comicbook that are movies now will most definatley love this, and for me the Green Lantern is of of my favorite.

Jurassic Park 4 - Sooooo the buzz is they are coming out with yet another one, so this shall be interesting..

Thudercats- Dude! This ish is going to be something to look for. Like when I saw this I was like freaking out, Thundercat?! So amped over this one yo.

Halo : The Fall Of Reach- Gamers! such as myself, has to be excited about this. It should be really dope..can't wait.

The Book Of Eli- So as I was reading up on this movie, it gave me a I am legend feel, and we seen how that movie hit the top, this film features Denzel Washington as a "warrior who must fight to bring society the knowledge that could be the key to its redemption"..sounds pretty dope huh?

Halloween II - this is set for 09 so this is coming pretty soon!

The First Avenger:Captain America - now this movie isn't set to come out till 2011 but it got me excited so I Posted it up so you guys would know.

The Return Of Shyne..

"After serving eight-and-a-half years of a 10 year sentence, finally it has been released when rapper and former Bad Boy Shyne will be released. According to HipHopDX, Shyne is patiently awaiting his release from the New York State Department of Correctional Services.


For those who have been in the dark; Shyne was arrested and sentenced for his role in the infamous Club New York shooting that took place on December 27, 1999. The parole board has confirmed that Shyne’s release date is set for October 6, 2009 and a hearing is set for August 4, 2009. That hearing will determine the details of Shyne’s parole, including whether or not he will be able to resume his career as a recording artist without restrictions. This is what Shyne’s attorney Oscar Michelen had to say:


“What happened was when they sentenced him [in March of 2001 to ten years] they didn’t sentence him to any parole – post release supervision, which was mandatory. So the Correction Department has asked the court to re-sentence him – under the law they can do that,” explained Shyne’s attorney, Oscar Michelen, to HipHopDX. “And so the judge will decide whether to give him the maximum parole, which is five years, or the minimum parole, which is two-and-a-half years. Shyne will automatically have to do at least a year-and-a-half, which is how much of [the] 10 year [sentence remains]… [Shyne] still owes the balance to the 10. But, [the district attorney] also [has] been looking to add to that [time] as well…”

“The same D.A. [from 2001] is on the case,” continued Michelen, “that’s Matt Bogdanos. He’s in Iraq… And, it’s being handled by the D.A. who’s in charge of all post-release supervision. When they enacted mandatory sentencing, determinate sentencing, they said that you also had to have mandatory parole. Most judges just assumed that parole would be added automatically. They didn’t realize that they had to actually sentence the person to it. So now a new law was passed that allows the Correction Department to address that by asking the judge to re-sentence the inmate…”


Honorable Judge Charles Solomon, who is the same person to give Shyne his 10-year sentence, will reside over this re-sentencing. Once his parole is actually determined, it is said that Shyne will return to Woodbourne Correctional Facility in Sullivan County, New York, until his term is complete.


I hope the judge takes it easy on Shyne this time. He was playing NO games when he set that original sentence.


“[We’re] trying to say [to the judge] ‘Enough is enough. Five years [post release supervision] is overly harsh and unnecessary,’” Michelen explained. “What I said in court on the 21st and I’ll say again [tomorrow] is the court needs to take into consideration how a person needs to make a living. And that punishing someone to five years post release supervision hampers people differently [based on] the way they’re going to make money…"


If that is the case, his career would not be able to excel because he would have to get approval for every move and most likely wouldn’t even be able to leave the state of New York. Which means frankly no touring. So for his sake, I hope that judge does take it easy. And please Shyne, stay away from night clubs, especially if you are with Diddy!"

Chris Brown Moonwalks..

So I know I said I wouldn't post anything while vacating, BUT the weather here is horrible..raining and all. So since I brought the Mac along, though I post some things on here to kill time..So yeah here is one, my man Chris Brown killing the moonwalk on the "America's Most Wanted" Tour..Check It:

Vacating...

Alright blog readers, I am going on vacation until Aug. 6th which means NO BLOGGING until that date. It may be a lil minute BUT when I come back I will digg back in it and bring more hott and better stuff for ya'll until then..Adios :)

Can you spot the not?

So I was grocery shopping and I just had to take a picture of this lol like are you serious? Aren't their like copyrights?! haha Well I wonder if they taste as good as the REAL frosted flakes LMAO

Chris Breezy's Comeback?

After the storm and his apology to the world. Chris Brown, is back on his grizzy.
He has went back in the studio and cooked up some joints, 2 of my favorites out now are, "ABC' and "Love Rocket", Ya'll should definately check these joints out..you won't be disappointed.

32 things you should never say to a Project chick haha.

There are a lot of stereotypes about the projects, some of them are true, and others are not. One thing is for sure and that’s when you grow up or live in the projects you just have a different mentality when it comes to the world. With that said, there are just some things you never say to a girl from the projects. Here are over 32 things you should never say to a project chick.

Are you ever home alone?

-If you ever dealt with someone from the project than you know its pretty safe to assume that someone is home, or just hanging out with the family all the time. Yet some how all project girls still find time for love. The mother has her boyfriend living there, the oldest daughter got her baby daddy living there, and the youngest daughter’s boyfriend doesn’t live there, but he lives right up stairs so he’s always there.

>Your stab/bullet wounds bother me.

>Kool-Aid? Just give me a glass of water!

>Does your son have a bed time?

>Your cousin got a fat ass!

>Sunflower seeds and Now & Laters (pronounced nahlahers) are not apart of this nutritious breakfast.

>Can you walk me to my car?

>He just got out?

>He served how long?

>Did you see my cable box?

>It smells like Roach spray in here!

>I’m not sure I like orange hair.

>Do girl with extensions get free phone calls?

The short cut? Through the field? By all those *gulp* n*ggas?

-If you have family in the projects, or if you live in the hood than you know a shortcut to the other end of your hood. Whether it’s through the field, the old abandoned building or just that hole in the fence, that the functional crack head construction worker cut for a bottle of rock. There are always a bunch of n*ggas just randomly standing outside. What are they doing?


>You sure ain’t nobody gonna bother me?

>You really named your baby ShaSaNiqueLaShay?

>Do you have to be so loud?

>Doesn’t keeping all that food in your purse make it stink?

>We could have just bought those things?

>No you can’t borrow a cup of sugar

>You could just pay your cable bill instead of putting it in your daughters name

>Damn that’s a big roach!Cute puppy! Huh? That’s a rat? oh!

You know Drake would never date you in real life right?

-Again I used Drake as an example, but it might be Soulja Boy, Bow Wow, The Dream or any other celebrity you can name. The projects are full of women who really believe that said celeb is their boyfriend. They will fight a chick, and argue anyone online who said anything bad about their BOO!!! C’mon Kanye West and Drake are not going to date you mama!

>There is more to life than being a video vixen.

>You really like hell date?

>I will not go on Maury with you!

>Did you poke a hole in my condom?

>Oh, Purple hair! Yuck!

>Louie bags from sold on the street from a blanket are not real.

>Don’t worry white people don’t bite.

>You want to get Thai food?

>Being a side chick is not a profession.

I found this absolutely hilarious! All Props to Xilla!

~Courtsey Of The Brillain Xilla~