They say you don't know what you got til it's gone..

Damn...well where to start..this guy was like a effing brother to me. I basically grew up with this dude, known him since the 2nd grade & he has played a MAJOR part in my life..he was there for me when I needed him the most, and now that he is gone, it's like a wake up call. We recently got over our lil so called 'beef' we had, figured life was too short for it, well this is proof..I loved this dude still do. I remember when we used to always geek together, our dreams of being rappers and shit, mann those where the days..."Dope Onez/Boyz" our a lil crew we had for a lil minute, we had a bond so tight son. I often wonder why God works the way he do, like he was a young soul, trying to make a way for himself & family..and now all that is gone..maybe it was his time. I am still shock & hurt that he is no longer with us, like this was a REAL wake up call, I wanna live my life to the fulliest, not worrying about what tomorrow brings either more life or death..I will be prepared for it..GOD..I wish I could fix things how they used to be before He took him, the tears still roll down from my eyes....
R.I.P Tay...we all know you watching over us son.
I Love You Dude.