On my 2010 stuff ,

Yeah, thought I would start over on my blog..so be prepared :-)

Does She Know...

Half the ish I do is without thinking?
I cherish every moment talking to her - Good // Bad?
The sound of her voice makes me weak...hmm?
I love her more than I love myself?
Everytime we argue, it's always me?
Also, everytime we argue I cry lol .. soooo sensative.
My heart will fail to cont. to be beat w/o her?
I want to be with her forever, and ever?
I'm at the point that, no other girl matters?
She jus has some kind of toll over me, that I couldn't get rid of if I tried?
I would kill a nigga for her? - I'm crazy!
I regret everything I've done to hurt her in the past?
She don't have to be with me..but I am happy she is still here?
From day one, I knew she would make my life worth living?
I think about her all the time?
She is like my backbone..ain really capable of doin' much without her here?
The thought of her being with someone else, is a constant reminder of how lucky I am?
I want a family with her..in the future if she still is around?
I can picture us getting old and grumpy and having no teeth TOGETHER? haha :)

finally does she know that ... she is my 1st true love? no one is capable of taking her place no matter what happens...
I know that she is my love, and she makes me complete.

Gospel Hour..

My Papi's Favorite - Let It Rain By Bishop Paul Morton

PSA!

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I Wonder..

I was watching True Life. It was about couples fighting to keep their relationship together, they would argue over the lil things and had trust issues because of that. But this one couple in particular, really had my attention..it was a black couple and they had more downs then ups throughout the whole show then at the end they got together and started to work things out, like moving in together and everything; at the end of the show they had a lil update on em, and I only saw the girlfriend, at this point I thought they broke up..but then she stated that her boyfriend had died suddenly.
What is my purpose in telling you all of this, it's crazy how we can argue over the lil things or something stupid and don't think twice about, one another not being here tomorrow. That couple like really brought tears to my eyes, and it makes me think twice about making my other half mad, or jus starting shit without thinking. It's kinda ironic that I sat there and watch it, and I, myself is in the same position that they were in...now I think that arguing over stupid stuff is very DUMB. I don't know what I would do if my other half all of a sudden passed, because she is what I live for even though most of the time I don't show it, she is my main purpose to this thing called life. Now I will try my hardest not to argue with (her) as much...scratch that AT ALL.

My say on -- Jealousy.

Okay, so it's been awhile since I have blogged, but my mind has been blank. Recently someone said that I should do a blog on jealousy. At first I was like "ehh" but here I am doing this blog lol. Jealousy in the dictionary means, Fearful or wary of being supplanted; apprehensive of losing affection or position. Now in a relationship couples have their share of jealousy. When it comes down to it, who gets jealous the most? Now before I say my opinion on this, I don't want ya'll beating me down for it lol, it's MY opinion okay? Well, honestly I think that it weighs out to be a even call. Why? First off, I'ma guy lol, and I have played the role of me being a jealous boyfriend..I'm the type who doesn't really seem to show it, because me being the "man" of the relationship, got to hold my ground. Some guys may not get jealous at all and that cleary proves his cockiness & Gurrrrrrl, let me tell you..you don't need a cocky nigga as your boyfriend lol. As for the females, well..let's just say if you see a chick putting game on your man, you wil the fuck out! lol, but that shows you care bout your man..and ain nothing wrong with that.
In conclusion..there is jealousy everywhere in the world, not only in relationships neither. Niggas jus need to be happy with what they got and call it a night!
Okay? Thanks. Bye Bye Now :)

A Song That Eases The Pain.

An '08 banga but it still calms me down when I am angry at the world..